the things i took for granted. the aftermath of cooping ann up at home for 48hours (and counting).

i guess in many ways the past few days have been the best worst of the year..

or maybe im the paranoid/hormonal one.

and sadly i've been stuck at home studying. its the first time i've been home 48hours straight. can kill i tell you. seriously. i do not function well studying at home. so today is a great day (or hopefully will be one) cause im going NLB to study there instead with yeansheen and bijie! haha, my partners in ponning bio lecture to study for bio spa. yea i remember that lol. and also the long-owed dinner and movie with kewei, cons and gerard. (please please please let there be hotel for dogs.)

ok being at home has really openned up my eyes to a whole new perspective.

1. my house has no food. seriously there isnt anything to eat as in no one cooks. and since i have been home 48hours, poor grandma/dad has to buy back food for us. lol. frankly i have no appetite and i keep telling them that but they keep buying food anyway just cause im home. haha. yes, my house has no food.
2. my house is boring. everytime i finish studying a subject and wanna take a break before the next subject i study, i will realise there's nothing to do. for real. i tried to watch tv, but there was unstable signal. haha. and i watched abit of youtube videos with my bro. that was quite funny i guess. but overall, there's really nothing to do at home.
3. mum came home last night from dunno what country. and so for the first time in a long while the whole family was together hanging out after dinner. it made me wonder if that was my fault cause im never home, or if im home i would have been in my room doing my own things and falling asleep, but it was a nice moment.

well maybe too often we take the people around us for granted. we grow complacent with ideas or thoughts of unhappiness. so i'll try to be more appreciative of the things i have from now on.

AND YOU SHOULD APPRECIATE ME MORE TOO!!