he may not have a clue and he may not have style, but everything he lacks he makes up in denial. (:

NGHANXIAN!

you know, when a guy is going to meet a girl they like, they generally wear their best cause they want to look their best. 

why you wear that i will never know (or understand). HAHA!

and im disappointed that you're not coming to church with me on sunday. haha, you and your kbox with your 'friend'. NO GUY GOES TO KBOX WITH ANOTHER GUY ALONE SO JUST ADMIT THAT YOUR FRIEND IS A GIRL! HAHAHA! (: 

if its obvious enough for yongkeong and i to see, im sure the rest of the world knows to, you're like the world's worst liar when it comes to hiding bgr secrets. lol.

anw, today was kinda a fun day just hanging out with the 112 people. seriously havent seen them in a long while. yea, from seeing them everyday to none at all, its not weird, but yea i kinda miss just seeing them i guess. hanxian was having some focus group at his internship place, so rongquan arjunan yongkeong and i went down to help with his research thingy. basically talked crap into a microphone for 2 hours. and yea, eat free pizza. i was really only there for the free food as promised by hanxian haha. and i guess that was the motive of all of us. yea. same class same mindset. (:

so after the focus group thing, yongkeong rongquan and i went down to marina square to find zhengyang a happy-retaining present. wanted to buy him taupok but no where did we find any taupok. so we just got him this pink shirt from giordano, and wrote in silver marker "im vulgar, try me" on it. and we also got him a gay lovey dovey card from prints. keong suggested that we write WE LOVE YOU on the inside then cancel the love and rewrite it as WE LAU YOU. basically we just wanna laugh at zhengyang (inside class joke). 

took the pizza box out from the dustbin at hanxians attachment place. and put all the zhengyang stuff inside. such a nice present i reckon. needless to say, zhengyang said "$%#^&%#*" when he opened it. HAHAHA! (: i will not miss his swearing throughout this year. YEA!

but anw at 630 the class, or rather some of us in the class, met at 85 market to have dinner together and to basically limteh. was there all the way till like 11plus. just talking eating playing cards eating yea. haha. alot of PSKs, but its ok la. jackson thinks im "fierce and stern" haha whatever, you so dont know me well. lol.

from left to right, back row then front row:

rong; ME; steph; zhengyang; atiqah; yongkeong; hanxian.

yup, ate quite a fair bit HAHA! i need to stop eating. eating is like my distraction thingy, the more i need a distraction the more i eat. i need school to start. i need to get my mind caught up in productive things. lol. cant believe i said that, especially after we all decided we were going to burn our homework. wooooo. :D either that or feed it to the alligators when we go to nightsafari on wednesday night. seriously 112 is MAD! but its kinda fun. haha.

and yea, steph atiqah and i bought icecream cause duh, we felt like eating icecream. haha. they were all snatching for it like PIGS i tell you. couldnt stop laughing at the guys. PIGS PIGS PIGS! (:

got home at around 12plus. walked home from 85 market, talking on the phone with boonkiat the whole while. so sweet of him to pay for the call lol. was scared to walk by myself cause the path cutting through AHS was so ulu and there were like creepy people loitering around the area. anw i really loved today, i need more days like this.

well, i also need more of God.

read a really cool verse in Micah yesterday night BY ACCIDENT;

Micah 7:8

Do not rejoice over me, my enemy;

When i fall, I will arise;

When I sit in darkness, the Lord will be a light to me.

yea i really love that verse.

no matter how tough 2009 gets, i know that God is always there, and that in Him i am more than a conqueror. (: