ignorance is your new best friend.

just turn back the clock and erase everything.

everything i've done. everything thats gone wrong.

i've changed much over the years. why do i feel that who i am now is what people wanted me to be but not who i really am?

feel so out of my own skin.

i miss who i used to be. i miss being able to feel so carefree. i miss those times where my back wasn't laden with burdens.

i really want a redo. more than ever.

but yea, thats not possible is it.

one thing i've realised is that God can somehow take the crap in my life, and transform it into something sweet. well, He's done it before. i believe He can do it again.

eager to see how this turns out.