i thought that i was doing well but i just wanna cry now.

well i know its a wonderful world but i dont see it right now (:

i wanna be like them but im messing up again.

you cant believe how many times i've typed something in this space then backspaced to delete it.

i dont know how to express my emotions anymore. everything's messy again. seriously, i wonder if the dramatic life just somehow seems to always find me no matter where i run, or whether i am the one that unconsciously seeks it out due to some desire for attention? the latter just dont seem like me but i wonder la.

1 more hour to east coast parking with cons and trudy.

long time no see. it feels like forever somehow. or maybe i just had a less-than-desirable week.

at least last night was fun, in a totally pure and innocent way. :D

met aaron at tampines. and zy and steph were late. and while waiting for them we went to cotton on to buy stuff for my bro. i have still yet to have a return on my 70 dollars. ):

then when zy and steph came we went to carls jrs. ordered lotsa stuff and somehow managed to split it among the 3 of us. steph wasnt eating lol. then we went to buy tickets for UP. and sadly cause the movie started late they wanted to go play arcade. seriously i think arcades are a waste of money haha. but anyway played air hockey with aaron and omgosh i seriously suck so bad. haha, they kept laughing at me. sigh. movie was good. UP is a good show. i know despite my dislike of animated films, i must say UP is good. good plot. (:

then we went to chill at starbucks and played bridge and taiti. and yea, home. haha.

i forsee the next 2 months to be quite eventful.

full of studying. but well, better get it done right now than to regret that in the future right?

oh yes and one more thing.

ANN LOVES IAN! (:

cause i dreamt that he died and lets be honest, it felt so weird not to have someone to goof around with whenever this 'hotel' of ours got boring.