shows how bored i am sleeping at home.
finally went doctor. i have a respiratory infection. hahaha sounds so disgusting, like as if if you talk to me you will get attacked by a swarm of bacteria. :D
& i hate the taste of the medicine. it has hydrogen bromide in it.
now that i have so much free time on my hands, its really been a rather contemplative week.
"sometimes its better to be alone, that way no one can hurt you."
i guess i've really appreciated this alone time. i don't know, but this whole episode kinda feels like a flashback. every time i close my eyes i'm back there sitting on the beach 4 years ago thinking the same thing that i did then: "trust is a lie, no one ever knows anyone." i feel like there's conflict inside of me. half of me believes that trust is a lie again, the other half of me fighting back every minute wanting to believe otherwise.
hate this drama. absolutely hate it.
Jesus won't you just take the wheel right now?
cause i can't do this on my own.
4 comments:
ann. hi. haha. Just wanna say in all the turmoil, would be here for you. =) Catch up with you this Sunday. Please take care.
haha. i love you emi!! (:
ann, though i duno wad's wrong wif u. pls have the strength and faith to push on in wadever u do cos i believe in u. u can do it=) thanks for all the answers u've given me when i am in need. thank you and may ur kindness be repaid=)
hey daphneKOW.
mooooooooooooooooo...
ah goodness i love you for caring so much! XD
haha, yea i got some issues in my life which i've been carrying around for quite awhile and i guess God is dealing with them now. haha, im fine really. thank you soooo muchy hahahaha.
I MISS YOU KOW! (:
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