i realise no one can ever possibly promise me that they will never hurt me ever and be able to keep that promise. its rather unfair i guess, cause i know i hurt people too with my actions.
Father i pray for Your healing restoration to be upon my life. for 5 years i carried a guard around my heart, not wanting to let people close to me for fear of getting hurt, and in the process not trusting those who came my way. it was wrong of me to unfairly judge them and question their motives. Jesus i pray you deal with the distrust in my life. for so long i was too scared to deal with this issue that i had, but now i know that if i keep myself so guarded, ultimately the ones that get hurt the most will be those around me. Jesus only You can heal my heart, only Your perfect love can cast out all fear. Jesus i love you, and i want to love Your people that same way that You do.
i used to ask Jesus why he had to create me in a way which made me vulnerable to emotions, that i could feel so heartbroken and so hurt. and one day i finally heard Him so clearly, saying "it's so that you can feel for the broken."
i know i have a long way to go, but i have to walk through this fire.
its in the fire where refinement comes.
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In Jesus name, AMEN!!
haha thanks TC (:
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