i can see us holding hands, walking down the beach our toes in the sand.

hello all. its been five days of hardcore studying. (well, ytd was semi hardcore only cause they came over to watch some gp movies) its been only five days and i've started to show symptoms of chronic mugging disorder.

DIAGNOSIS:

for a start, my brain has short-circuited.

i have strange feelings of numbness, and lack of emotion. or rather its as if my brain is detaching myself from emotions. mugging plays with you mind man. this all happened the last time i had hardcore mugging (ie: march block test)

i have strong desires to go out and play. like i want to go to the zoo, and i wanna watch movies, and i wanna go on the singapore flyer, and i wanna go night cycling with arj and jack now (instead of waiting 3 more weeks), and i want to go shopping, and i wanna go for nice dinners with people, and i wanna go australia/japan/london, and i wanna crash tc's house, and i wanna play mahjong with steph and aaron and rong, and i wanna go it fair with dad, and i wanna do stuffff..

yea, at least this proves im studying. haha. ok as much as i want to do all these other things, i really want to get all As&Bs for mid years. i just need to know that i have it in me to make it for the alevels. a climb to the top.

well here's a list of things im going to do after this 17(plus plus)more days of mugging is over:

1) night cycling with arj&jack&whoever else.

2) zoo with atiqah&steph&whoever else.

3) mahjong with aaron&whoever else. and boy, pls remove you ball from my room.

4) go tanning! alone or otherwise (:

5) movie. lol.

6) ill go meet someone for a nice dinner someplace awesome.

7) watch transformers1 with tc. then transformers2 in cinemas.

8) shop. well, just buy something nice so that i get some joy from retail therapy.

9) learn how to play tennis. haha, unlikely to be accomplished though.

10) singapore flyer with emooo and tim.

and here's what's already on my after-As-to-do-list:

1) go australia 

2) go japan (with emi wahaha)

3) get a job, hopefully in the zoo! or something fun, no admin. -.-

4) take driving, or i never will get to it.

i think i need sometime to rest my brain from today's part of the marathon. (:

plus, mugging resumes tmr. only that there is cell in the afternoon. no comment.