so i look to you, no one else will do.

& i wanna be the person who You called me to be.

and i wanna lead a life pleasing, holy and acceptable before You.

i want to make in difference in someone else's life, anyone.

have i made a difference in your life?

i want to be someone who stops looking at herself 

but to be someone that looks at the needs of others instead.

i want to come to that place where people no longer see Ann,

but start to see Jesus in me.

right now i still feel so lost in the storm.

& i've realised that everyday doesnt get easier.

walk through the storm with Him holding your hand anyway

cause when you get to the other side,

you would have realised that it was worth it

and that you were safe in His unfailing arms all this while.

im still struggling in this storm.

but one day the rain will stop and i'll look at the rainbow that God has painted for me

giving thanks to the One who saved me for a better life than i could have ever imagined.