at a crossroad which road do you take?

tiring day, sounds like i say that everyday haha. woke up spontaneously at 530. hate the weather man. i keep waking up in the night, and i just dont like rain. anw had to be at tiong bahru MRT at 8am. crazily indecent hour of 8am. sigh. we went for some kidsquest thingy, bringing children to the zoo and stuff. was actually really fun. i got to take an african girl there. hahaha she's really cute, but so are most of the kids. basically we went there to see the baboons. 

period came today while i was at the zoo. was the worst cramps ever man. seriously never before happened so painful till i couldnt function. fainted! lol. everyone took a look at me and straight away their reaction would be "aiyo. ann are you ok?" seriously throughout all the pain all i could think of was childbirth. hahaha, i dont think i'll be able to tahan childbirth. it really kinda freaks me out. sigh.

anw the period of time when i was KOed really helped the pain. felt much better when i awoke and drank smth hot. haha. then had some quality time with gerry. hais, today for the first time i felt so sad about the church plant la. (dont get me wrong, its exciting but let me just explain) i mean when i heard that gerry and max werent going, it was really as if for that moment the world stopped moving. haha. not exagerating it really did feel as though. im really sad, its 2 people who i have gone through so much with. with gerry its like everything man. with max its all that ive learnt and all the memories and all the support and ahhhhh, its just as if i cant bring a big part of my life with me. hahahaha. but at the same time, i know that this does not change us, if theres one thing i've realised about the friendships in my life, its that they dont change base on circumstances. i know that we'll always be friends forever. it is sad to have to 'let go', but that doesnt mean we'll be any less closer. so yea, excited for all that is to come.

zone service today. the last installment before change comes. all of us at crossroads. one that will make or break us. sometimes i really dont understand the rational behind the situations that God leads me through. i cant see the reasons and purposes of His ways. hahaha, but He's never failed me before and i know He never will. so come what may. HA!

though we're moving, we're still cornerstone yea! haha. i will miss the odeon katong building and the people in it though. well, duh memories and all. haha. but like i said, 

TO ALL MY FRIENDS, THIS DOES NOT CHANGE OUR FRIENDSHIP, IT DOES NOT CHANGE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, IT DOESNT CHANGE THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE BEEN SUCH AN IMPT PART OF MY LIFE, AND I STILL AND ALWAYS WILL TREASURE THE FRIENDSHIP WE HAVE. THIS ISNT THE END, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 

& here you thought you could get rid of me so easily. well, im like the cockroach in your house kitchen. not so easy to eradicate! lol.

cant believe i called myself a cockroach. hahahaha.

okok, long day. really it was. haha. reached home not long ago. going to fall asleep while reading zenith. goodnight internet-land folk.