hey SU, if you're reading this, well, great.
havent been able to just really sit and actually talk to you properly, so i'll just write this here in case i never get the chance to say it.

YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO ME. more than you'll ever know. i need you here with me, i really do. especially in times as such when we are so close to the breakthrough that we've been fervently pressing in for. and i know the the enemy is threatened, because victory WILL be ours. and i know that for that very reason he is trying to distract us and bombard us with all sorts of trouble. like putting tension between us for example. su, i need you to keep talking to me ok? like if anything is going on with you or anything you feel, tell me. like lets just be open and not let the enemy use discord as a way to eliminate us as a threat. let us fix our eyes on Jesus so that we can keep running our race with perserverance ya? i know we have our differences and what not, but He who is in us is greater than he who is in the world. we can get through this. ((= I LOVE YOU SU!!