we had this mock piano exam like we always do every year before i take my piano exams today during piano lesson. and guess what. I FAILED. i failed really badly like 87/150. you need a 100 to pass. ))= haha, actually it was very expected. i dont care, I NEED TO PASS MY PIANO EXAM. i dont want to retake next year in feb. and some more its not cheap. i havent gotten the timing for my exam, which means that my exam will most probably be in august. HENG ARH!! im like so dead can?! i need to practise everydy. but the thing is school only ends like 4.30 everyday. reach home 5.30 and then i still have to study and do homework and stuff. and theres alot of outreach stuff i wanna do too. and my weekends are really packed too. and and and i'm just gonna die if i do it all by my own strength.

JESUS!! HERE'S MY LIFE, I LAY IT DOWN.
HERE'S MY FEAR, I LAY IT DOWN.
I SURRENDER IT ALL TO YOU.

i know you will carry me through this. the same way you took me out of all my other crisis.
you are Lord over my life.