i feel lost without you. like some huge chunk of me is not the same.
the worse thing is that you dont even know how much you mean to me. and it hurts me that you're so close yet so far at the same time.
i dont know who i am anymore. everything is changing too fast too soon.
i want things the way it was-just you and me.
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HEY!! im like bleargghh now. bowling wasnt great. in fact, it was very bad. the only comfort i have is that everyone bowled badly(with the exception of atiqah). however, i still managed to qualify for the masters after the1st four games. we'll see how the next four games go. no doubt i'll be praying all week for it. ((=

have you ever reached that point in your life where you're not sure if you're sure of anything anymore? i have. it sucks!