im SICK!! and i dont mean it in a mentally sick way like cow is. haha.

didnt go school ytd and today. hopefully tmr also too sick to go, but if i dont go school tmr, it also means i cant go out. ))= i just know i have a pile of hmwk waiting for me when i get back. sigh...

ive been having very 'self-pity' thoughts. its very sad really. i keep thinking about the 'what-ifs' abt a certain person. it makes me sad(and very insecure). it sucks.

oh yes, and roll offs on monday sucked for me, just like every other roll-off has in the past 4 years. shall not comment on my score(yes, thats how bad it was).