Q: Am I a bitch?
B-I-T-C-H. whats that spell? ANN.

someone said smth like that to me today, although what they told me was the long extended one paragraph version. about half an hour ago actually. honestly, when they said it, i felt damn pissed off. but i knew that they were right. cause for the past few months, i know that i've only kept my mind focused on myself. and when i was mean to people i didnt give a damn. i felt that i wasnt there to be their friend, so i didnt care about them too. but i know that feeling this way is wrong, and that it shouldnt be like this. so...

STEP ONE: admit that I AM A BITCH(or that i was being one anyway), because when you acknowledge your 'problem', it means that you realise it, and that you want to change.
STEP TWO: ok, i havent reached step two yet, but when i do i'll let you know.

to everyone who i was mean to, even though sometimes it was unknowingly, I'M SORRY if i hurt you in anyway. even if i didnt care, it doesnt give me the right to treat others badly. i really mean this, even if you cant feel my sincerity. i cannot ensure you that i will change, but i will try to.

ok so i guess its pretty much safe to say that i wont be practising BITCHCRAFT anytime soon.