i never thought i'd LOSE you. but now that i (sort of) am, if feels... WEIRD!! i know i should let you know, but im afraid. (naz, this is your fault, im starting to be like you... all scared of...THINGS!!) oh well, i'll just watch you from a distance. watch you walk away from me.....

* yes, this is a guy im talking about.

ok, im making it sound so drastic. im not losing anyone la. just not going to see them as often as i used to i guess. but that sucks anyway. okok. LOVE IS FATE, but there's no love(maybejust not yet, but even so..) therefore, WE"RE NOT FATED for each other. haha.

*no naz, the guy's not mano... but you might know who the DAMN LUCKY GUY is. haha.