have you ever had a really great dream, and then you wake up and realise its over, and you just try really hard to get back to sleep? thats how i feel right now. its like, when someone unexpected comes into your life and you dont realise how important they'd be to you until they're gone, and you miss them like hell. damn, that feeling sucks.

i really really wish that alicia and naz wont have to slap me. pray hard.