just got word that grandaunt passed away last night. i know when stuff like this happens you're supposed to feel sad or smth but somehow i just feel numb. i mean, im sure she had a great life. she lived long enough to see her great grand children. some people, sadly, dont even live long enough to see their children. so, yea. i guess its great that she didnt have to go with regrets.

in other news, mum's home. and she is majorly unplugged. she has no idea whats going on in my life. she was snooping in my room when i was at boot camp. and she saw the sketches on my walls. the one of the puppet, and the one that says people always leave. she tried to evaluate me. i cant believe she has no idea what they mean. hello? how obvious was "people always leave". sucks.