i want to be able to love agn. i want to be that happy. but should i risk it? i mean y put myself at risk of getting hurt again? aft all, trust is a lie isnt it. y cant i just learn to trust? it cant be that difficult ryte? honestly, this whole thing pains me in a really bad light.

p.s: alicia, thanks for the false info man. sheesh.

does this darkness have a name?

this cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us? did it steal into our lives, or did we seek it out and embrace it?

what happened to us, that we send our children into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return, but knowing that some will be lost along the way.

when did we lose our way? consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness.

does this darkness have a name?
-- is it your name?

(mark shwahn)