Saturday, July 09, 2005

gosh. depressed much? had trng in e morning. n rick said i showed attitude. wadeva luh. shall not dwell on such uminportant stuff.

anyway. my cat(the old white one[12 yrs[) is in hospital with liver probs n all tht. he's super skinny. ahh... i cried at the vet man. gosh. doctor says that if he doesnt get well by the 3rd day den we have a choice to put him to slp. n mum will prob put him to slp. n i guess eventually i would too. too much suffering. i see oso sad luhh. if my cat dies. i want him to b cremated properly n like have a proper tombstone or wadeva it is that they do with dead cats. ashlee(other cat[5 yrs]) is gg to b depressed when he realises that bingo is gone. haish. mum making plans for new cat. if bingo does pass on. i guess we all cant deal with the loss of a family member. esp ashlee. bingo is like his dad, like his bro. although they have no blood relations. wadeva it is, im sure god will watch over bingo. n if its his time to go, then so b it.

gg to collect my bag from rick later. its real dark blue(almost black). the other choice was red. n red is so not me yea? haha. anyway, going soon. so u guys will get to see it on monday i guess. n my current leyon one, dunno wad to do with it luhh. dad will probably cash convert it. wadeva he does, its totally alright coz i wun b using it anymore.

<3 anniie

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